Understanding Why Do I React So Strongly to Something That Seems So Small? Emotional triggers—and how MEMI eye movements may offer a different way forward.

Have you ever reacted to something and then wondered:

Why did I do that?

Why did this affect me so much?

Why couldn’t I just let it go?

Perhaps it was only a look on somebody’s face. A particular tone of voice. A message that was not answered. A small disagreement. Or somebody saying something that, on the surface, did not seem so terrible at all. 

Or, perhaps your partner saying something, and that was just enough to trigger all these again…

When those movements come, something inside you changes immediately.

Fear appeared. Or shame. Irritation. Anger. A tight feeling in the chest. A need to defend yourself, withdraw, explain yourself, or simply get away.

And then, once the moment had passed, you may have felt confused by your own reaction. Perhaps even embarrassed or disappointed with yourself.

I knew it wasn’t such a big thing. So why did I react as if it was?

This is something people often bring into my therapy room. They know that their response seems bigger than the situation. Very often, they have already thought about it many times. They may understand themselves very well.

But understanding the reaction does not always stop it from happening again.

When the Reaction Feels Bigger Than the Moment

The important thing to understand is that we don’t respond only to what is happening now.

We also respond to what the present moment reminds our mind and body of.

A certain expression may remind you of somebody, perhaps very close to you, who used to criticise you. Silence may feel like rejection. A raised voice may immediately create fear. Being questioned may bring back an old feeling of being wrong, powerless, or not good enough.

And, you may not consciously remember anything at all.

There may be no clear picture of the past. No story running through your mind. You simply feel the reaction arriving – often before you have had any time to think.

But, your body is already responding.

Your heart beats faster. Your stomach tightens. Your muscles prepare to protect you. The familiar anger may arrive before there is time to choose different words. 

Or, you freeze, go quiet, pull away, and cannot explain what is happening. Because, you don’t even understand yourself…

So, it isn’t always that you are reacting only to this one small moment.

Something older may have been touched as well.

Fear, Shame and Irritation Do Not Appear from Nowhere

We tend to judge ourselves for the feelings we find most difficult.

I shouldn’t be frightened.

I shouldn’t be so angry.

I shouldn’t care what they think.

But fear, shame, irritation and emotional withdrawal do not simply appear from nowhere. Very often, they once had an important job to do.

Fear tried to keep you safe.

Shame may have tried to stop you from doing anything that could bring more criticism or rejection.

Irritation or anger may have created protection when feeling hurt, frightened or powerless was simply too painful.

And withdrawing may have been the safest way to avoid conflict.

These responses may have made sense at the time they were created. The difficulty is that the mind and body can continue using the same protection long after the original situation has finished.

Then, something quite ordinary happens today – and the old response takes over again.

But, stop here. This doesn’t mean that you are broken, dramatic, weak, or impossible to live with.

It may simply mean that part of you still believes the old protection is needed.

When You Understand It – But Still Cannot Change It

Talking about our experiences can be very valuable. Being heard matters. Understanding where a pattern began can bring relief and help us stop blaming ourselves.

But, sometimes, people reach or even cross that frustrating point.

They understand perfectly well why criticism affects them. They know why they fear rejection. They know where the anger or anxiety began. Some have even been in therapies or even used the help of AI to ‘do something, change something’. 

And still, their body reacts in exactly the same way. Nothing seems to help. 

This is because a difficult experience is not held only as a story.

It may still be present as an internal picture, a sound, a feeling, a physical sensation, or a familiar sentence inside the head:

I am not safe.

I have done something wrong.

I am going to be rejected.

I am not good enough.

So, no surprise that logic alone doesn’t always reach it.

You can know that you are safe now while another part of you is still responding as if you are not. So, the brain is simply not going to believe any of it. 

So, Where Does MEMI Come In?

MEMI stands for Multichannel Eye Movement Integration.

It is a structured eye movement approach developed by Dr Mike Deninger, building on the earlier Eye Movement Integration work of Steve and Connirae Andreas.

The word multichannel is important here.

When we experience something difficult, we don’t hold it only in words. There may be something we see internally, something we hear, an emotion we feel, a sensation in the body, or a meaning we gave to what happened.

MEMI allows us to notice these different parts of the experience and work with them through guided eye movements.

The aim is not to erase your memory or pretend that something never happened. Your history remains your history.

The intention is to help the emotional response become less intense, so that what happened before does not have to continue controlling what happens now.

Sometimes an internal picture becomes less vivid. A physical sensation may soften or move. The fear or shame may reduce. A person may still remember what happened, but no longer feel pulled straight back into the same reaction.

And this is the difference that matters.

Remembering something is not the same as continuing to live inside it.

Do I Have to Tell the Whole Story?

This is a very important question. Especially for people who have avoided therapy because they cannot face going through everything again.

You do need to tell me what is troubling you now, how it affects you, and what happens when the reaction appears. I need to understand what we are working with and make sure that my approach is appropriate for you.

But this does not mean that you have to describe every historical detail or be pushed back into the full emotional pain of what happened.

I have never believed that opening old wounds again and again is the only way to create change. In fact, unnecessary emotional suffering is something I actively try to avoid in my work.

MEMI includes ways of helping you keep enough distance from the difficult experience while we work with how it affects you now.

There may still be emotion. Gentle does not mean that nothing is felt.

It means we do not treat suffering as proof that the therapy is working.

Why I Have Added MEMI to My Work

I have chosen to include MEMI within my work because it sits naturally alongside the way I already support people. What interested me was not simply the eye movements themselves, but the possibility of working with an emotional response without relying only on talking, analysing, or asking somebody to tell the whole painful story again. And, the amazing change that happens as a result of it. 

MEMI now sits alongside the other approaches I use, including Core Transformation, Wholeness, advanced NLP and clinical hypnosis.

I don’t begin with a technique and try to fit the person into it.

What I do is I begin with the person.

What are you experiencing? What keeps happening? What have you already tried? And, most importantly, what would you like to feel or be able to do differently?

I may choose to use MEMI as a focused technique when a difficult memory, internal image or automatic emotional response continues to affect the present. Often in cases of PTSD. 

In my approach and as part of a wider therapy, I may integrate it with Core Transformation, Wholeness, NLP and clinical hypnosis, selecting each approach for the particular part of the issue we are working with. 

But, you do not need to know which technique you need before you contact me. That is something we consider together.

What Could Become Different?

The aim is not to stop you from ever feeling fear, shame, irritation or anger. These emotions are part of being human.

The change is being able to feel them without allowing them to take over.

Imagine hearing a certain tone of voice without immediately feeling attacked.

Receiving a message without assuming the worst.

Having a difficult conversation without shutting down, walking away or saying something you later regret.

Or remembering something painful without your mind and body reacting as if it were happening all over again.

So, instead of asking:

Why am I overreacting?

Perhaps we can begin with two gentler questions:

What is this reaction protecting me from?

And do I still need that protection today?

If This Feels Familiar

If you recognise yourself in this article, there is no need to diagnose yourself or decide that MEMI must be the answer.

We can begin with a private introductory conversation about what has been happening, what you would most like to change, and whether my way of working may be right for you.

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I offer MEMI and personalised transformational therapy in Watford, online and at 96 Harley Street, London.

MEMI is not the same as EMDR and is not suitable for every person or situation. It is not a diagnosis or a substitute for medical care, regulated psychological treatment, or urgent mental-health support.

If you are experiencing severe symptoms, believe you may have PTSD, or are in crisis, please contact your GP, NHS 111, an appropriate mental-health professional, or emergency services.